Wow. Hello there people.

It's been a long while.

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So every week we'll meet
A bed for the backseat
A love drunk memory
But such a beautiful routine
"Diamonds and Why Men Buy Them" Pierce The Veil

And now you are so ashamed
To see that I have made it farther than you ever will
You speak of riding wings
Such talent wouldn't be entrusted to such little kids
"The Robot With Human Hair Pt. 1" Dance Gavin Dance

And now I'm standing on my rooftop I
Sure could use someone to talk to
Somone to make this alright
'Cause I'm done pretending
"3D" I See Stars

I felt space and time vibrate
I've seen a glimpse
A tracing overlapped emits the evidence
So how do I transcend?
The hinges on this door are much too heavy for my unanointed hands
"Reindeer Age" Closure In Moscow

And back to these cold shitty days in Portland
Wishing I'd never come across your face
Plagued by the memories of things unspoken
Scared by thoughts of your father
Made me look over the flaws of your nature
Laying on your back became your only escape
You feel so old, used, but not yet broken
Not to think you have it all together
I never planned to carry your burdens
But this child was a mistake
"Children of Divorce" Jonny Craig

Sit tight with the lights off
Waiting for my brain to start
Trying to work things out
It's thunder and it's lighting
And it's all things too frightening
I could barely see outside
"It's Thunder and It's Lightning" We Were Promised Jetpacks

Do you think there's somebody out there
Someone else who's better than the one you've got?
Well there's not, there's not
When I talk you keep looking away from me
Because you probably think that I'm high on pot
But I'm not, I'm not
"The Cap'm" They Might Be Giants

Keep an eye on my eye
Keep me straight
Keep an eye on every
Move I make or think of
Keep the past out of my
Withered hand
Keep me guessing, keep me
Keep me at all
"We're Not Alone" Dinosaur Jr.

The weight of this town is cloudy
As if it's been raining
And this sunny city life is held in empty hands
And the pacific is looking so wonderful tonight
With a cinderblock and rope tied to my ankle
"Cinderblock" A Day At The Fair

I just might be back to this soon! <3

xxx

I know it's hard for you to understand what I'm going through. But now I sit here to remind myself, you're always dressed to kill and you feel like you owe it to the world, but you owe it to yourself. And you're, you're not here and I can't stop pretending that you're forever mine.
"Dressed To Kill" - New Found Glory

When we're both at fault and wrinkled with age will our faces look the same? Although you never call, I'd forgive it all just to hear you say my name.
"Dear You, It's Me" - Karate High School

When you spend all your time with your eyes to the sky you end up looking down your nose just to look me in the eye.
"I Support Same Sex Marriage" - Fireworks

Sounding the alarms inside of me, hoping like hell the sound cuts through the water and the broken trees and reaches you before the creatures of the night descend on me. No help in sight, won't be long before we lose daylight.
"Lost and Rendered" - Alkaline Trio

I need you here with me, so here's our heart to heart on the back of postcards sent from California. Remember when I said just stay what you are? I know you hate the feeling when I walk away.
"Postcards" - Amber Pacific

We get built up like crashing tidal waves against the shore line. We're not safe but we'll be alright.
"The Way We Operate" - Before Their Eyes

You wore me like a new summer style appraised by a designer and textile, but you wore me out until I was no longer in. They'll buy you up and you'll stay afloat, but when your ship sinks they'll slit your fucking throat and you've sold yourself to it.
"Chicago is Cliche" - Fireworks

Well, you know I'm a ghost. Pull the note out of my throat and leave me alone. But it's all for you, all for you and more.
"Falling Asleep on a Stranger" - Pierce The Veil

Honestly, if I'm honest with myself I've cried myself to sleep. Crying out, 'Oh God, where are you?' Can you hear my scream way up there, through the clouds, in heaven? Do you even care?' And honestly, if I'm honest with myself, I hate the song they sing. It's like salt on an open wound but I can't get it out of my head.
"Losing Control" - This Providence

We've reached the end of this vacation, there's nothing left to feel for you. I watched and waited as you vacated this love, my love. You can bat your eyelashes, pray to God, honesty's not your calling and you know timing just isn't your thing darling.
"Timing Just Isn't Your Thing" - Red Car Wire

This is my last chance to ask for permission, this condition can't be fixed with a prescription and don't you love the way it tastes? Humiliation. And don't you know control requires my submission?

It's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar. That's the way it feels when I see him touching her. It's like falling face first into a bed of broken glass. And that's the way it felt when we shared our last dance.

We are machines that eat and breathe and look really cool. You're reacting just the way I thought you would but I've replaced my heart with metal parts and I'm working just fine, but I can't get it to start. We are machines that breathe and weep and look really good trained to kill. Send me back in time and I'll bring us back in line just tell me who's mother I have to kill. I'm fine like I've always been, except I don't remember when my conscience didn't act up again. We're living on borrowed time and it looks like they want it back.

Sleeping in and out of an ice bath. No warmth, no life without. It's too much, my arms, my legs are wood, unconscious trees with roots deep in the ground. We will all be out, soon, an ocean ringed with tile. I know that's not your style but it certainly will be mine if I can't make this right. So please, please, please, release me.

You felt the coldness in my eyes, it's something I'm not revealing. Though you got used to my disguise, you can't shake this awful feeling. It's the meaning I let you know, cause' I'm never sure, I have my reasons. I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so...

A makeshift remedy serum is injected into my veins as we're counting down the minutes to when my ailment will strike again. Well the dynamite is strapped to my chest, it seems the only answer as they reach back and forth with anxiousness hoping they have found the cure for homesickness like this.

Everything you do is planned out in advance. The stars push their dark wills down on you and wolves all tear themselves apart better in packs, that's just a function we'll have to work on through.

I stopped to call you my little girl. I meant more. So much more. Then I'd like to push it half to death. They want to, they want you. Saw them turning heads and breaking necks. Past time, we'll make time. See their jaws drop as you fly like a butterfly straight into my web. Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.

And my skin starts turning black and they all take a few steps back. I give them one last smile, press the detinator and start to laugh.

Can you hear my faintest breath, is it amplified? The number that I've become will put you inside. I've got a message that I must relay. No, I can't delay it one more time, it's not going well. It is desperate, can you relate, can you please, please relate? I'm not holding up. I am trapped, I'm stuck here on this bathroom floor and I don't have much more hope or pride. No air, no food but I'm sure that I'm still alive.

It's like a new year's eve and no one to kiss. I'd rather swim in champagne until the bottle tips. Just as long as I don't have to hear her voice. I will ring in the new year alone but not by choice.

There's blood on my hands, like the blood in you. Some things can't be treated so don't make me don't make me be myself around you.

That's enough for now, he should've never left you broken. He should've held you, things your father never could do. That's enough for now, he would've never left you broken. He would've held you, things your father never told you.

Everything went as planned. You failed miserably. Atleast I got what I wanted and you're happy. Now I apoligize for my bitterness but tell me dear what did you expect?

Now we're finally home, it feels good not to be alone. Just remember you must tend to it for it to really grow. A garden of broken friendships reminds you you survived. Click your heels three times and pray that you will make it out alive.

In this post: Blood On My Hands by The Used Into My Web by The Used My Obsession by Breathe Carolina Homesick by The Spill Canvas Battles by The Spill Canvas The Big Gloom by Have A Nice Life Holy Fucking Shit: 40,000 by Have A Nice Life and Enough For Now by The Fray.

Don't worry, I'm still here.

Don’t you dare give up on us. Choose your words, with perfect maths and well considered calculations. Understand, before you move, I am the storm. You cannot stop the rain, the wind, the thunder, turning high up on that mountain top. Given the right combination, feel the temperature drop. We’ll arise without a sound.

But in the garden of simple where all of us are nameless you were never anything but beautiful to me, and, you know, they never really owned you. You just carried them around and then one day you put 'em down and found your hands were free.

I want to say no, but all I say is yes. I want to move on, and not to second guess. I want to let go, but he just gets the best of me.

I miss the sound of your voice, the loudest thing in my head. And I ache to remember all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said.

When things were a little bit clearer, when you got nearer, I shied from your touch. Now that I know what I want, see, I think that it haunts me, I want you too much.

There was a new girl in town. She had it all figured out and I'll state something rash, she had the most amazing... smile (I bet you didn't expect that). But she made me change my ways, with eyes like sunsets and legs that went on for days.

What you see is what you get, my own interpretation of what's missing these days. Identity, a real point of view. A little honesty, things we all could use.

Its ironic how I fall just to get back up again. I fixed to cure this ailing bitter agony, maybe where the roads part you remember where we first met. So tongue and cheek with stale irony. If it pleases you, it pleases me.

"I have always been delighted at the prospect of a new day, a fresh try, one more start, with perhaps a bit of magic waiting somewhere behind the morning."

Hey little girl I think we found it tonight, I think we glow that fucking bright.

Let's run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh and I'll bring my sense of humor, and we can taste the days, one week after another.