This is my last chance to ask for permission, this condition can't be fixed with a prescription and don't you love the way it tastes? Humiliation. And don't you know control requires my submission?

It's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar. That's the way it feels when I see him touching her. It's like falling face first into a bed of broken glass. And that's the way it felt when we shared our last dance.

We are machines that eat and breathe and look really cool. You're reacting just the way I thought you would but I've replaced my heart with metal parts and I'm working just fine, but I can't get it to start. We are machines that breathe and weep and look really good trained to kill. Send me back in time and I'll bring us back in line just tell me who's mother I have to kill. I'm fine like I've always been, except I don't remember when my conscience didn't act up again. We're living on borrowed time and it looks like they want it back.

Sleeping in and out of an ice bath. No warmth, no life without. It's too much, my arms, my legs are wood, unconscious trees with roots deep in the ground. We will all be out, soon, an ocean ringed with tile. I know that's not your style but it certainly will be mine if I can't make this right. So please, please, please, release me.

You felt the coldness in my eyes, it's something I'm not revealing. Though you got used to my disguise, you can't shake this awful feeling. It's the meaning I let you know, cause' I'm never sure, I have my reasons. I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so...

A makeshift remedy serum is injected into my veins as we're counting down the minutes to when my ailment will strike again. Well the dynamite is strapped to my chest, it seems the only answer as they reach back and forth with anxiousness hoping they have found the cure for homesickness like this.

Everything you do is planned out in advance. The stars push their dark wills down on you and wolves all tear themselves apart better in packs, that's just a function we'll have to work on through.

I stopped to call you my little girl. I meant more. So much more. Then I'd like to push it half to death. They want to, they want you. Saw them turning heads and breaking necks. Past time, we'll make time. See their jaws drop as you fly like a butterfly straight into my web. Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.

And my skin starts turning black and they all take a few steps back. I give them one last smile, press the detinator and start to laugh.

Can you hear my faintest breath, is it amplified? The number that I've become will put you inside. I've got a message that I must relay. No, I can't delay it one more time, it's not going well. It is desperate, can you relate, can you please, please relate? I'm not holding up. I am trapped, I'm stuck here on this bathroom floor and I don't have much more hope or pride. No air, no food but I'm sure that I'm still alive.

It's like a new year's eve and no one to kiss. I'd rather swim in champagne until the bottle tips. Just as long as I don't have to hear her voice. I will ring in the new year alone but not by choice.

There's blood on my hands, like the blood in you. Some things can't be treated so don't make me don't make me be myself around you.

That's enough for now, he should've never left you broken. He should've held you, things your father never could do. That's enough for now, he would've never left you broken. He would've held you, things your father never told you.

Everything went as planned. You failed miserably. Atleast I got what I wanted and you're happy. Now I apoligize for my bitterness but tell me dear what did you expect?

Now we're finally home, it feels good not to be alone. Just remember you must tend to it for it to really grow. A garden of broken friendships reminds you you survived. Click your heels three times and pray that you will make it out alive.

In this post: Blood On My Hands by The Used Into My Web by The Used My Obsession by Breathe Carolina Homesick by The Spill Canvas Battles by The Spill Canvas The Big Gloom by Have A Nice Life Holy Fucking Shit: 40,000 by Have A Nice Life and Enough For Now by The Fray.

Don't worry, I'm still here.

Don’t you dare give up on us. Choose your words, with perfect maths and well considered calculations. Understand, before you move, I am the storm. You cannot stop the rain, the wind, the thunder, turning high up on that mountain top. Given the right combination, feel the temperature drop. We’ll arise without a sound.

But in the garden of simple where all of us are nameless you were never anything but beautiful to me, and, you know, they never really owned you. You just carried them around and then one day you put 'em down and found your hands were free.

I want to say no, but all I say is yes. I want to move on, and not to second guess. I want to let go, but he just gets the best of me.

I miss the sound of your voice, the loudest thing in my head. And I ache to remember all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said.

When things were a little bit clearer, when you got nearer, I shied from your touch. Now that I know what I want, see, I think that it haunts me, I want you too much.

There was a new girl in town. She had it all figured out and I'll state something rash, she had the most amazing... smile (I bet you didn't expect that). But she made me change my ways, with eyes like sunsets and legs that went on for days.

What you see is what you get, my own interpretation of what's missing these days. Identity, a real point of view. A little honesty, things we all could use.

Its ironic how I fall just to get back up again. I fixed to cure this ailing bitter agony, maybe where the roads part you remember where we first met. So tongue and cheek with stale irony. If it pleases you, it pleases me.

"I have always been delighted at the prospect of a new day, a fresh try, one more start, with perhaps a bit of magic waiting somewhere behind the morning."

Hey little girl I think we found it tonight, I think we glow that fucking bright.

Let's run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh and I'll bring my sense of humor, and we can taste the days, one week after another.

I guess time has a way of making everything all right. It's just, there is not enough of it and so we drink and we sing and we celebrate this lie and hope that it will last. Morning is here, night has passed.

We'll pace the roads and we'll paint the skies. Our path is plagued with discontent goodbyes. We're striking the days so we can burn the nights and I'll never look back on what I've left behind.

And my baby tells me honey cut it out, cause she's familiar with the bend before the break, but she's in this runaway with me and my God were doing fifty coming round that hairpin turn atop of wolf creek.

Some people have their money to keep their legs pumping away at the ground. What moves me is fear, that I'll always be alone at the end of the day.

Didn't they teach you? Everything's okay if you settle enough. Forget your dreams. Let's pretend I'm everything you want me to be. Complicated breathing. You never had the guts just to throw me away. Life moves slow when everything's a worse version of what you need.

My grandfather's name was Moon because his eyes were bright and round and no amount of time or liquor could dull them. My grandmother's name was Joy because it spilled out of her heart and bathed her precious children in its warmth and there was happiness in life beyond the sorrow and the pain but how they ever found it, I cannot explain.

Breathing is the hardest thing I do. I'm not the only person in the room. It's hard for me to feel like I'm perfect.

Now I'm just spacing out again. If I try hard enough I pretend that I'm flying above some trees and they're smiling and waving at me with the clouds on my back I can see all the people down there fast asleep. Now I see your house far far below so I'll fly down to give you a show can you see me through your bedroom window? Are you waking up your friends to watch with you? Can you see me at all?

And when these lights go down I swear I'll look for your eyes. You're singing every word. You know we're here because of you.

And they warn me kid you'll run it in the ground if you keep on saying all the same things the same way, but I ain't trying to make friends I'm just trying to make this story end.

Well I've read page, after page, after page, after page about this killer instinct inside of me but love it, or hate it, praise it or berate it it's just what comes out most naturally.

I'm just the ground that you happened to fall on when you lost your balance walking around in the rain. And you got to your feet scratched your head and started to gather the life that you dropped all around me.

My grandfather was a doctor, he cured the sick with his kind hands and he taught me how to sail and how to find dry land. My grandmother was all sweetness and when she spoke we all heard bells and they rang in such a way that we were comforted and they held on to each other with all the strength they had and they loved with devotion beyond what I understand. But I guess fear has a way of making sleep unbearable and the days seem cold and long but we cry and we dance and we stumble into love with awkward, perfect grace. The moon is gone and the sun has took it's place.

There's an ocean out my window, there's beauty in its tears. There's an ocean out my window, it's crashing in my ears. Oh sea, your shelter, you dance between my toes. When I feel like I can't move forward, you carry me like a father.

Songs: Lullaby by Armor For Sleep Strong Black Coffee by Jared Mees and the Grown Children A Celebration Upon Completion by Bright Eyes Quick Little Flight by Armor For Sleep Waves Goodbye by From First to Last & Flight of The Navigator by Set Your Goals.

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Last night, my mind dreamt across eight state lines to lull into dreams of sleeping, lying, but not so alone this time. Could you feel it when I stole covers, kissed your neck and wished you one goodnight?

Farewell to the dreams we wish for. Kiss goodbye. Come on, kiss it once more, and all their best was bigger than you. It's all too big for you.

Lights out, headed for the cityscapes, descending for the after life, the oxygen mask falls between my legs. We're going down in flames so quickly. My pulse is racing and I just can't call it quits and we're all bound for the floor, put my knees to my head.

It's so hard, so hard, when you have lost control. It was never as easy as it was before you and I lost touch. This might sound crazy but I don't know how to let you go. It's hard to keep on fighting when all you know is losing.

Someway, somehow I need to get back to a place where I feel safe. Get my body back on the track, I'll keep going 'cause I can't wait.

Last night, my arm stretched out up New England and into the deep South just to pull back clouds that hide the sun, just to burst through your windows just for fun. Could you feel when I snuck in? Starting slowly a battle I could never win. Could you feel when I burst through? I am the sunlight drenching you.

I got those lovesick blues because I sold my soul to the devil. She was well-dressed and she knew what to do. I'm painted crimson and blue. She was a ruthless artist, traded my skin for cheap sex and tattoos.

Well we pull off the road, sinking slow, sinking slow and the gravel recedes into dust and the unfaithful sun went to burn all alone. Just to love, just for love, just for plain simple love.

Sold my soul for rock and roll, but nothing ever goes my way.

Circling the country, running on empty. Need another crowd, feeling so lonely. Moving too fast, breathing too slowly. Bury it all, time to only stay somewhere for longer than a sundown to rest my eyes and firmly can keep both feet on the ground. I close my eyes. Take me there, anywhere away. Feels like heaven, baby.

The way your words keep me in line I know what I'm here for. Waking up to the grin of your eyes, it's something I'll get used to.

I'll always pretend for me to be somebody, anyone but me. Hold me up to break me down. Just pick me up to push me down. Take these wings off my shoulders I'm ready to fly. Push me off or push me over, it's too hard to decide tonight. My word is breaking down tonight, my arms are breaking off tonight. So keep your balance and keep your eyes closed so tight tonight.

Now these north breezes haunt me so teasingly placed once again in my path, once again I am faced with the cold truth of autumn, the tease of her taste, my bags have been packed for days. So make it a point to say you miss me and tell all of your friends of the boy from which your accent comes.

'Cause all that we need is the courage to breathe, to write a page full of words, I wear my heart on my sleeve, a moment to sleep in the safety of our dreams. Now I'm okay.

Heed my warning my darling, don't let the twilight drown. Feel the shoreline thriving. Turn around.

I get the notion my demise is coming quickly. I haven't felt this way since I was only eighteen, and since you're here, all the greats went down in airplanes. We're going down and oh my God, this is it.

She said, "You're just a letdown, another one of my mistakes. I never loved you anyway. I never did, and I never will." She said, "You're just a letdown. All your friends, they feel the same. I never loved you anyway. I never did, and I never will."

In this post: Circles by Hidden In Plain View Hold My Hand by New Found Glory The Rent Is Due by You, Me and Everyone We Know Off My Shoulders by Hidden In Plain View Assurance, Closer by Artist vs. Poet Letdown by This Providence Lights Out by The Scenic & Strawberry Waltz by Meg & Dia.

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Sometimes the world stops meeting you and sometimes your life starts deceiving you. When you see that no one is around, then there's a new direction that we have found. I feel everything you feel. It's real, all those things you feel.

I suggest a drive, let's take the back roads. Let's get lost, let's lose our minds.

You're only happy when I'm wasted. I point my finger but I just can't place it. Feels like I'm falling in love when I'm falling to the bathroom floor. remember how you tasted, I've had you so many times, let's face it. Feels like I'm falling in love alone.

Well, I couldn't stand to be in that place, I was just about to leave when I saw your face. You were laughing at me with your beautiful mouth. You said, "You're looking miserable, do you wanna get out?"

Somebody should have told you it never comes easy. Somebody should have told you that there's no guarantees and that you lose it all when you stop dreaming. There's no way to know if you run away.. they tell you who you should be while ignoring your dreams. There's no looking back.

Another morning with my eyes towards the Hudson wishing the current would carry me away. I would kill to make it to the Atlantic if the world would only stop for me.

I'm your next one night stand and you're simply my biggest regret. Striving for sympathy, and scared to connect. I heard about your triple threat and all of the secrets that you kept. You made your own death bed now sleep in it. You shut your eyes but kept your mouth open wide. You're only fighting with your own pride and you refuse to apologize for saying how you feel inside.

Sleeping in the arms of love, is she hope or is she lost? Could she be just anyone? Could you be just anyone? Lights turned low, my fingers in your hair. Your ice cold hands, you take me there.

Made love to a baby grand, a tempest refined inside his hands. He had one girl, and one song, bone fide wine and roulade. But he had to give it up. His heart was raw but his fingers numb. His first words were his last words, an aesthete since first sun. Come on a second chance at love, the moments slept. Make you feel like it's never staying

She walks to the mailbox each morning at nine. Every day she begins she's always one day behind at least when it comes to the mail. She sits on the balcony paying the bills. Her letters just hashing her cigarettes onto the sill, every breath a little more pale. And the hill's still left to climb, it's just so high and I'm so tired. Come on look me in my bloodshot eyes.

But I'll find some way to cut myself open over and over again and I'll find some way to bare it all so let's be honest because I am through holding my breath as my lungs breathe for you. The air is too thin inside this room. I need this like water in my lungs. We're drowning in silence, I'm biting my restless tongue cause we're too consumed and too shallow playing the victims, playing the innocent ones.

They say the wind is everyone that you've ever loved grazing their lips upon your cheek.

Every face, was another remain that disappeared with the blink of an eye and you were saying all the right lies. Don't talk, kill the lights. But the painted pavement got your way tonight and you convinced me I could fly, just to watch me fall.

I've figured out a way to twist reality just take a ton of drugs and never go to sleep, re-rent the saddest movie that you've ever seen. Fill your room with TV sets and put it on repeat, push all your friends away with the cruel things that you said. If you need company you've got the voices in your head.

I got a situation baby I hope you can handle. The way my hands are shaking when the director says action, I know Hollywood's got me. I got the notion that she's already done. It's hard enough with the camera alone. I see your eyes and they start to move they catch a hint of my selfishness.

We fell in love with the windows rolled down, chasing the sunset through another empty town. Your hair was a mess when you would dance on the coast. Your silhouette, like some heavenly ghost. When you're only eighteen and you have nothing to lose and you're living a dream with the sand in your shoes. You said falling in love is easy, it's easy to do.

You're a habit I've been trying to kick aside. As the bottle breaks, you've been blowing smoke that's filling up my lungs.

A permanent reminder on the silver screen may haunt me as tape is rolling in sequence to my heartbeat. It's safe to say "I know Hollywood's got me." Just wait, hold on, one more, let's go. We're on the spot and now we're gonna give it up. I like the way you honestly know that this is the only real love scene.

Let's exploit our misery.

So I'll mess with your head and take my time back, to whom it may concern, it lacks, the fire that he had and I realize I can't do this. The sunset at the end of the road and I felt his face stare through the window and I'm thinking you should know I can't do this on my own.

You were never one to kiss and tell but it hurts to hear from someone else, and just waiting for the right time, anticipating your every line. Can't you see that it hurts to breathe, so i hold my breath until I die in the most simplistic sigh.

Another day that I can't face your blue eyes. We're falling apart and I'm scared to death. You were much worse for wear and I... am taking the blame for this. I am falling towards the coast, let the waves crash over me. To life, to glory goes the toast as I become the sea.

I've figured out the key to short term success, just tell everyone that you're clinically depressed. Make a list of all the people that you have wronged, don't ever call them back but use them in a song and if you're lucky enough to have a parent pass away, pretend it broke your heart but never go to their grave.

Lord, get me out of this city tonight cause you are what made me feel alive. Here I am again, running away from the truth. Just know that you move me like I've never been moved.

It burned, the first attempt or two but I remembered you. I need that moment back, please don't forget. He woke. A final view of blue, dear cordias, wet rouge. Relieve romance to graves. Please, please don't forget.

Songs featured: Put Some Clothes On by Breathe Carolina Reverie by The Morning Of Missed Medicine by Her Space Holiday Bloodshot by Jack's Mannequin The American Way by The Scenic Sand In Your Shoes by This Providence Life Is A Garden by Greeley Estates Courage, Robert by Meg & Dia Only The Weak by A Cursive Memory All The Way Down by Every Avenue Stella by All Time Low Music In Arabic by Autumn Rhodes & Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most by Dance Gavin Dance.